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ghost pressing on body: a 2010 collection

by joshua jesty

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1.
ghost pressing on body (free) 04:55
think you were about to leave when that song came on so you wrapped your arms around me, listened to every word, let it mean something so right, so wrong we laid around laid around laid around and no one had a clue hoping against hope that night wouldn't falter and push me away, if I could just keep awake and then fall into you more a very special episode where you adored the faults I crafted cause there wasn't any reason to believe I could be the one for anyone think I was about to drive all night when that same tune came on I was taken back to what it felt like to be so in light, so in song now I just lay around lay around lay around and I don't have a clue hoping against hope that world breaks up on me so I don't have to feel that ghost pressing on body I wanna fall into you more a very special episode where you adored the faults I crafted cause there wasn't any reason to think I could be the one for anyone I do no regret you I will not forget you if against all odds you feel the urge to want to fail with the one who will always make you try you just fall into me more a very simple call will bring me to your door take off the faults you crafted cause you never quite explored that you could be the one for anyone you could be the one for anyone
2.
don't you give up on me if I'm scaring you just because you haven't felt this way before I know, I know that I'm different here yeah I'm a 1,2,3 in a 1,2,3,4 my girl isn't my girl she's just a phase and she'll get stuck in my head and stay for days and all of these things that I learned get pushed out thrown away roll the dice try to deal the cards right she's playing she's playing she's playing dumb my heart isn't my heart it's an excuse to spend the better part of my time chasing after you and all the things that I want aren't really mine to choose roll the dice try to deal the cards right she's playing she's playing she's playing dumb my love isn't my love it's just a game that you've never played let alone heard by name and I can't tell you how to win let alone the rules she's playing she's playing she's playing dumb no this can't be done
3.
I make a list, it goes, on and on and on of all the things I did wrong so don't you start, telling me when I jumped the shark just know I was the happiest I'd ever been when I was in your heart get drunk, over eat, the self destructiveness goes on and on walk the streets so desperately write a bunch of shitty songs one day when the thought of you and I is long gone I hope you keep the best of us and carry on and you won't start, wondering bout when we jumped the shark, just know I was the happiest I'd ever been when I was in your heart in your heart in your heart
4.
I could be something to you I could be most things to you with you I could do well I can already tell take a number stand in line suppose that it will come in time I'm not one to wait for my life to end I'm not one to want to be with out a friend who lets the me makes mistakes and then forgives me in an instant lets me fly the spaceship first and if we crash it isn't (a big deal) I want to let you in on what I felt when we first crossed paths take a seat and shut the hell up time to learn that it should be enough to settle into something that will take up most your time then there's you who shakes me up and makes me feel such crazy thoughts and dreams that once seemed dead and gone are now amazingly (in reach/close) so take a number stand in line or take my hand and come to find I'll be there to hold you when your whole world falls to pieces make you laugh when all the fools are drowning in there seas of lies
5.
this is a move where I kind of pull you this is a move where I kind of pull you don't let the lighting or the dance floor fool you if this is all we get then please just let me pull you is it the music or you that's got this hold over me honestly, I can't tell this is a move where I go and spin you this is a move where I go and spin you one day you might wonder why we didn't continue but if this is all we get then please just let me spin you is it the music of you that's got this hold over me honestly, I can't tell if its the music and not you then I agree we shouldn't be but since you're here we might as well this is the move, where I dip you so low where we go from here, we don't know we don't know is it the music of you that's got this hold over me honestly, I can't tell if its the music and not you then I agree we shouldn't be but since you're here we might as well dance with me oh dance with me
6.
word on the street is, you don't wanna date nobody in this town good news is I'm a nobody you've been with every kind of type and they've all just brought you down good news is I'm a nobody there's nothing I can do, to take anything away from you so you might as well hang out with me just a little while longer please maybe next time tired of all the games they play like your heart is some lost and found good news is I'm a nobody tired of saying I'm sorry, tired of being judged as a clown good news is I'm a nobody word on the street is you don't wanna date nobody in this town good news is I'm a nobody good news is I'm a nobody bad news is I don't wanna be nobody to you
7.
when I'm in your heart that's when all the bullshit starts can't you see, can't you see you were put here to ruin me when you bring me down you leave me and don't don't come around
8.
touch touch touch all I wanna do is touch you so much for being so much for being so much for being spiritual taste taste taste all I wanna do is taste you oh my body is just to much loves enough, it's enough it's enough yet these pheromones cause me to lust it's enough, it's enough, it's enough to drive on insane lie lie lie all I wanna do is lie with you
9.
you've got a way about you you got away if you were ever there at all was I seeing, was I to busy being scared was I seeing, your dreams and your nightmares was I seeing, things inside you that just weren't there I'll dig my grave, for you I've dealt with grief, knowing there was no helping hand when the car crashes into the brick wall are you really that surprised at all? you've got the best, disappearing act I've seen
10.
when you unbutton the top button of your shirt I know when it comes to you I wanna be an expert when you're willing to accept you could get hurt I know when it comes to you I wanna be an expert all there is to know is we've got now don't let it go to waste in case of emergency lay your body next to me any moment now we'll be in pieces be in pieces any moment now
11.
I'm in a cycle of doom day jobs and hotel rooms aren't enough to my heart from falling apart when I hear the blues when we finally get close time gives me the screw and I can't get enough of you I'm in a boring loop eat, work, sleep till noon it's not enough to keep my mind from freaking out when I don't hear any news when we finally get close times gives me the screw and I can't get enough of you
12.
wasn't that funny, that day you tried to love me that day you tried to let your bias go, and force your heart to know I was the one for you we had no money, but we made with some soda and a strobe light, made a little dance in the moonlight made love out of red construction paper, cutting out the heart shaped blobs screwing up our credit scores, screwing up our temperatures, screwing up our lives screwing up our perception, screwing up the mess we're in, setting up the punch line wasn't that funny, that day you tried to love me? wasn't that stupid, that day you got hit by cupid it was a misfire and we knew it, yet we laughed through the night we had no safety, we were open and exposed and it was crazy, the things you said and the things that maybe, I hoped would be there in the morn wasn't that funny, that day you tried to love me, that day we'll never talk about again, now you barely call me a friend and I'm just lonely so I suppose it probably was pity, that let you to drop your security, and let me in for the night
13.
there was a girl with a pet snake she didn't keep that boa in a cage it just wandered around her place and sometimes went outside and dreamed of eating everything and everyone who'd done them wrong she hated silence but liked the taste of flesh in her apartment building next door was a boy with a pet condor and it would shit all over his new carpet and scout the town while he was away and dream of eating everything and everyone who'd done him wrong he hated sadness but liked the taste of flesh then the girl met the boy and the pets got in a fight they fought for their honor and they both died they both cried over there animals and as they mourned together they discovered, they were both cannibals who dreamed of eating everything and everyone who'd done them wrong they hated sadness but liked the taste of flesh
14.
monies never there, friends are always fair weathers gonna break your bones and your sweet tooth house is gonna burn, no one ever learns you can't go drowning in the shallow end of the swimming pool I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go I don't wanna go to sleep unless I'm lying next to you distance never closes, time never supposes I'll be damned if this whole thing is just a ruse I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go I don't wanna go to sleep unless I'm lying next to you you know the sadness that you think you feel? I looked into it, turns out it isn't real when I look inside you all I see is love when I look inside you all I see is love I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go I don't wanna go to sleep unless I'm lying next to you
15.
you 04:03
love is not a sense of loss and love is not a bridge to cross it lives inside you love is not a heart attack and love can not be taken back it hovers round you death is not a mystery it shows us what you mean to me I'll be without you death is not a world away it sits between us everyday I'll be without you time will fail us all everyone thinks that it's gone but all this love still lingers on it will be within you heart to heart and night to night no distance takes me from your light I'll be within you be within you be within you all my love
16.
I don't know what you think love is I'm not worried about your heart I don't know why you run from me I'm gonna find you eventually I'm not worried about the time I don't know what you think love is I'm not worried about the loss
17.
get hitched get dumped get lost get some good friends to save get crazy get lonely get everything you want then get in the grave get this we all know how to win we all know what we're here to do could be that we're all here to play cause it's just more fun to lose I swear to god bassist if you mess up I'll fire you from the band I swear to god and awful and I think he understands he gets that we're all here to win and we all know what we're here to do could be that we're all here to play cause it's just more fun to lose what's in your way what's stopping you is it for real or just an excuse I think you know you know the truth

about

"Ghost Pressing on Body" is a collection of my songs from 2010. Included on this record are tracks from "Finally, Joshua Jesty is Februariest", "FU probably by these violent young lovers", Finally, Joshua Jesty will be with you in a minute", as well all the A sides to all of the singles released in 2010 as well as a handful of unreleased songs that hadn't been finished off until recently and the newly written/recorded "ghost pressing on body".

it is a hodge podge and I suppose can be treated like "Finally, Joshua Jesty is famous, all the hits: Volume 15" in the sense that it is just a bundle of songs that I enjoy a lot but there's no real concept, no theme, but they chronicle a period in my life in which I discovered a lot about my writing process and my craft overall.

credits

released December 21, 2010

all songs by Joshua Jesty, published by "I'm not in here" publishing ASCAP 2009-2010

additional musicians

Melissa Beminio, Nathan Bocchicchio, Evan Wilhelms.

thank you to Dodi, Jon, Hazel, JM, love scream, this is exploding, the feel bads, the newdicals, all the wonderful people I made music with, celebrated with, and danced with.

it is the best of times, it is the worst of times, it's really just up to your perception.

keep loving and dancing
-joshua jesty December 2010

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joshua jesty Cleveland

Joshua Jesty is a professional starving artist based out of Cleveland Ohio. He has been making music that people have been getting eargasms from since 1998.

now a days he dances salsa, kicks doctors, and makes tons of pop and un-pop music.

His latest release is "...you will be forgotten". he lives with no regrets but many tacos in a physical house.

"songs about death disguised as love songs"
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