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Finally, Joshua Jesty is Februariest

by Joshua Jesty

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1.
it comes down to the clear cut path or the trail with infinite dead ends and you soon realize the path you chose is leading you away from your friends but you want it so bad, you'll give everything you have for it she comes from around the corner and knocks you down mid breath and you think the reason you were put here is to be in her presence and you want her so bad, you'll give everything you have for her but then that feeling, wells up, no matter how you try to keep it down you'll never get enough you lay in bed, a lone again, cause what you have to say, hasn't already been said and you have to so bad, you'll give everything you have for it
2.
I make a list, it goes, on and on and on of all the things I did wrong so don't you start, telling me when I jumped the shark just know I was the happiest I'd ever been when I was in your heart get drunk, over eat, the self destructiveness goes on and on walk the streets so desperately write a bunch of shitty songs one day when the thought of you and I is long gone I hope you keep the best of us and carry on and you won't start, wondering bout when we jumped the shark, just know I was the happiest I'd ever been when I was in your heart in your heart in your heart
3.
while you're asleep I will be driving when you awake I will be arriving it's to late to turn around got let it go down go down til it's all broke, and left to rot see what grows from the ground, the ground while you're awake I will be day dreaming maybe wondering what the hell were we thinking?
4.
the light is green it is time to go and I don't know what you're waiting for get off your cell phone you asshole
5.
you've got a way about you you got away if you were ever there at all was I seeing, was I to busy being scared was I seeing, your dreams and your nightmares was I seeing, things inside you that just weren't there I'll dig my grave, for you I've dealt with grief, knowing there was no helping hand when the car crashes into the brick wall are you really that surprised at all? you've got the best, disappearing act I've seen
6.
your bed 04:24
don't make me feel like a ghost I don't wanna harm you don't make me feel like a ghost I don't even want the whole truth did some monster, tell you not to love? and is it hiding under your bed don't make me feel like a ghost I'm not trying to mess with your head don't make me feel like a ghost I just can't walk away from you and be dead when you wake up do you ever wish that someone else was in your bed don't make me feel like a ghost
7.
I love you so much it's fucking stupid I love you so much it's unreal all the things you do you do make me feel so gray or blue I'm a fool you know my name, I'm a fool you play my game I love you so much it's fucking stupid I love you so much it's fucking stupid I love you so much I can't think straight all the things you say you say can make or break my little day I'm trapped inside a jail until you choose to post my bail I love you so much it's fucking stupid I love you so much it's fucking stupid I love you so much I shouldn't be around all the shit you pull you pull leaves me feeling quite awful I'm afraid to lose, there's gotta be some better news then this, oh my then this I love you so much it's fucking stupid
8.
getting diarrhea on the first date, kind of takes all the romance away don't worry about it cause time was gonna do that anyway
9.
and if I tell you that I love you understand it's not the grow old with me kind I just love you like a stranger who picks you up and when you turn to thank you'll never find it's so obvious what you should do I see it clearly from my hot air balloon you make the same mistakes I used to I could tell you but I'm up here off the ground running away with the spoon if you could love yourself I'd never worry for you if you could give it just a try if you could just express the awkwardness that you have instead of trying to hide it's the awkwardness that makes you something unique it's the nervousness that sings it's the kind of thing that turns a disaster into some kind of blessing
10.
I wish you'd show some humanity I could let it slide if you'd just take what you need and not the whole damn pie I guess you're top notch in quality I shouldn't be surprised if incompetence is the service you provide it's no surprise you're a loan and even though you are gone you keep taking
11.
I don't know what you think love is I'm not worried about your heart I don't know why you run from me I'm gonna find you eventually I'm not worried about the time I don't know what you think love is I'm not worried about the loss
12.
I can not convey the love I feel for you without my silly songs
13.
secret track 01:46
don't want that safer form of suicide where dreams and cubicles collide and we just go from 9 to 5 I'll take a pass get all my friends into a great big boat and off and away we'll go dreaming about the great unknown and how it's going to be alright had a dream right after you died where you picked me up took me for a ride in a fancy car while the sun set surrounded by fields of gold and you looked at me and you smiled so wide not a word was said while we were on that drive you dropped me off by the side of the road and that's how we said goodbye and that's why I know everything will be alright

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this is the third "February" record Joshua has done. What does that mean? It means it's a record that was written and recorded in the Month of February. So what does that really mean? It's a hastily done, often revealing and humorous look of what a songwriter does when they have minimal time to make something. In this case I think it's the best one yet, but for the listeners you might want to view it as a mix tape. Something to enjoy if you're a fan, but if you're just getting into the Jesty, you might want to start somewhere else like "Girl" or "Finally, Joshua Jesty is famous..." just saying.

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released February 10, 2010

all songs written and performed by Joshua Jesty during February 2010. with the help of Evan Wilhelms on piano (track 7) and Melissa Beminio on backing vocals (track 11). Published by "I'm not in here" publishing, ASCAP

thank you: Dodi, Jon, Dorothy, Hazel, the Jesty clan, love scream, the feelbads, this is exploding, the death panels, the newdicals, my "friends" that I finally have, Wilhelms!, and Missy for putting up with the musical vision and Emily, Naomi, Sabrina, and Matt Matt for the song suggestions, and big ups to all my friends past, present and in the future when we're flying in our space cars, know you're always welcome in my arms. -JJ 2010.

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joshua jesty Cleveland

Joshua Jesty is a professional starving artist based out of Cleveland Ohio. He has been making music that people have been getting eargasms from since 1998.

now a days he dances salsa, kicks doctors, and makes tons of pop and un-pop music.

His latest release is "...you will be forgotten". he lives with no regrets but many tacos in a physical house.

"songs about death disguised as love songs"
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