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Girl

by Joshua Jesty

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1.
I would travel the distance in your eyes to get to you, and tear you up inside and reach in and shake your broken heart to get a pulse to make it jump start cause you are somebody worth hurting there's more to life then fear, and since you've got me near you should be able to see the light you hide inside blinds me
2.
speak to me 03:36
speak to me it's okay if it's only lies I'm not here for what's right speak to me, it's okay if it's just your eyes you're not afraid tonight where you go is of no consequence it's where you're at, and what I have to know lay with me, let the stars fall down where they may when you're naked there's no mystery but we'll still hide this all the same if you're not afraid tonight where you've been, is of no consequence it's where you're at, and what I'm diving in if you can't hold on don't worry I've already let go and I will break your fall break your fall please speak to me, it's okay if it's only lies
3.
I saw you at the park you made me feel like dying I like the way you are you know the way without trying and when you said to me I hate the way you laugh I felt so alive then I saw you in the dark the light was barely showing you slept out on the beach your eyes were still wide open and when you said to me I hate the way you look let's trade hearts you should feel this I left you at the park to go and start my dying I like the way you move a variation on flying and when you said to me I'll see you when I do
4.
I was dying but the death bed hadn't arrived you were waiting in the living room talking on the phone, like an unsure bride I'm invincible baby, I'm in love with you someones at the front door it's your man I'm just the guy who pays rent when I can trying to take off work so I can go for a ride I'm invincible baby, I'm in love with you I can't believe you find comfort in him and you know when he pops the question I'm going to run and hide I'm invisible baby, I'm in love with you
5.
be quiet (free) 03:19
be quiet be quiet no one should know you're around be quiet be quiet just another boy in another town breaking down don't let anyone else hear what I say to you be quiet be quiet no one should know that you're here be quiet be quiet this is one of those that you hide to make it easier don't let anyone else hear what I say to you don't let anyone else hear that the girl was you
6.
some other someone who sings about your silhouette and lets you steal the scene some other someone who sells you on their sweetness and sends you sailing upstream some other someone whose sermon sends you spirit soaring up our your seat some other someone who sets you in his sights and then takes the time to see he'll take the place of me some other someone who seances summon up the spec tors that surround some other some who sucks up all the salt water when you start to drown some other second hand smokers whose cigarettes smell of cloves and sage some other silly boy with a simple sign and salary who surely acts his age he'll take the place of me I don't know what to say if you want to hear a lie, then I'm okay some other someone whose super human senses bring salvation to your soul some other someone who singes off the screams that I couldn't get you to let go some other solider of love and or sport who supports every line in your script someone unlike me who only took and could never give
7.
this is it it is over I am staring at you you are sleeping I'm not trying to wake you I am driving it is late night there's no one on the street there's no way I'll get back anymore
8.
dirty talk 00:12
9.
I see god in you I see god in you and while you don't believe it exists I'm afraid I see god in you and fear as an excuse to hide away and justify why you won't shine but you know where your heart is so you can't get any worse I see god in you I see god in you and while you might not think you are capable of love I see apocalypse and redemption too within a handful of expressions you make while we dance to the songs that fulfill your each moment, so you can't have any thirst there's more to life then fear and since you've got me near you should be able to see the light you hide inside I see god in you I see god in you and though you write me off as no more then a fool I see god in you and death as untrue and I'm not afraid cause I know there's so much more then an ending that's made up and this couldn't be my first yeah yeah
10.
make me an apple, make me a snake make me a curse word, you'd never say make me a little thought in your mind that you stumble over from time to time don't make me fall for you make me a skeleton, make me a ghost make me the thing that you fear most make me the words to your least favorite song and when the radio plays it, don't sing along just don't make me fall for you and if you feel washed up and beaten down no one will listen no one will stay around maybe it's cause of that thought in the back of your mind that you stumble over from time to time
11.
see the less you really care don't mean that much to me cause the more you start to stare well I guess we'll just have to see what we can't I know you've got this version of me that you think can do no wrong I know you've got this version of me but when you see the whole picture will you be gone? every time you try to leave I hope you go away cause if you can not go well I don't know what'll happen if you stay
12.
I am not worried it's just time it's just miles on the freeway nothing is certain I couldn't be more scared or happy put your faith in me I'm not scared, I'm just ill prepared and if it's right there'll be no question you will fall into my arms I'm not that naive and if I was you know you wouldn't hear about it and if you should leave me I won't forget you nor will I regret your fine way and if it's right there'll be no question will you miss me will you miss my love will you miss me well I'll tell you what we'll meet again and then you will fall into my arms
13.
did you ever think you might be wrong you might be my favorite one but how you gonna know if you don't open the door and let me in when you gonna take the love I give to you did you ever think you might be right I might be nothing at all but how you gonna know if you don't open the door and look for yourself
14.
I don't want your heart and I don't want your touch don't want you to think about it that much nor should you carry some kind of illusion separate from the truth that this is just something that's temporary you've got me to hold your hand not that you'd want me to but when you push me away I'll understand so long as you know if you're drowning fast I'll be there within arms grasp wherever you are if ever you need

about

"Girl" or as it was originally called "Finally, Joshua Jesty is making a record with a short title, and the title of the record is "Girl"" was written and recorded over a 2 and a half year period from 2007 till 2009 By Joshua Jesty, who had a lot of assistance from many great friends. This record chronicles the idea of "loss is gain" and musically starts with the idea of loss and slowly but surely works its way to the idea of gain by the end. Jeff Giles at Popdose.com hailed "girl" as "the best release from an unsigned artist I’ve heard all year."

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released August 14, 2009

Recorded above a bowling alley and in a messy room in and around Cleveland by Joshua Jesty

Mixed at Corpse Mountain Studios in Boston, MA by Dave Sheaffer except for "Be Quiet" and "Version of Me" which were recorded at the Lions Den in Charleston, SC and mixed by Joshua Kaler

Mastered at Lava Room Recording in Cleveland, OH by Jon Walsh

All songs written by Joshua Jesty

Published by "I'm not in here" publishing, ASCAP

Joshua Made most of the noises you'll hear on this disc, but these people were also awesome enough to contribute to this record

Dan Meath: trap kit, hose
Joshua Kaler, drums, bass, keyboards, mandolin
Owen Biddle: L & C
Evan Wilhelms: bass, ghost banjo
Dan Price: drums
Brian Hill: additional vocal engineering, beardage
Erin Kapferer: background vocals
Ian Harrington: ghost drums
Nicole Kahoon: front cover photo, dirty talk
Matt Dargaj: additional vocal engineering
Matt Lee: graphic design overlord of the universe
Dave Sheaffer: additional drum programming, ambiance, patience

Thank You's, Shout Outs, and one big BYAAAAAHHH

Jon and Dodi Jesty, Grandma Bomb, Nic, Hazel, all the amazing folks I've met as a result of making all this music, there's just far to many to mention. All the great bands that I've been fortunate enough to know and perform with, Love Scream, this is exploding, the Silent Years, Slow Runner, Oh My God, Rich Mendelson, Brian Marquis, Patrick Walsh, Johnny West. Most importantly, thank you for listening, and may you find what you're looking for in these songs.

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joshua jesty Cleveland

Joshua Jesty is a professional starving artist based out of Cleveland Ohio. He has been making music that people have been getting eargasms from since 1998.

now a days he dances salsa, kicks doctors, and makes tons of pop and un-pop music.

His latest release is "...you will be forgotten". he lives with no regrets but many tacos in a physical house.

"songs about death disguised as love songs"
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