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I love you question mark

by joshua jesty

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1.
Count 02:47
I am a failure and a fool and I am not the good you'd ever need it's with regret that I inform you that at times I am crippling you came into my life so suddenly I don't know what that's all about my days are numbered but I'm counting on you to not count me out you have a smile that is infectious oh sometimes it's all that keeps me here you break into my thoughts and make all my darkness disappear you came into my life so suddenly I don't know what that's all about my days are numbered but I'm counting on you to not count me out I break my promises I don't have any home I don't have any time I let my fears engulf me to the point where nothing ever works out right you walked away from me but understand my love for you is never in doubt my days are numbered but I'm counting on you to not count me out
2.
I don't like all of the flaws that you're finding in me it'd be better if you could remember what you used to see I won't become a king cause when I reign it pours time isn't on my side so it must be on yours I loved you in December but I liked you in September better I don't like the silence that falls around us and explodes it's like it knows something that we're both afraid to admit we know
3.
here we go 04:16
let's wander around like we know what we're doing in this city let's hold each other close til everything feels a little less shitty you wanna smash your face in, I just wanna pull your hair say there's no love for you, my love wasn't going anywhere let's tell stories but make sure only about half of them are true let's drink wine until the bottles empty and I can spin it, til it lands on you it's to soon to know what this is oh well, here we go you make it so, you make it so, hard to get, out of my mind
4.
black dress 03:51
we were both nervous didn't know what to do you dove into me like a swimming pool there was a moment when my mind went black I ran my fingers up and down your back we got a hotel room and things got absurd found out my favorite sign was "do not distrurb" you wore a dress that night I know it was black I've never had you but I still want you back yeah yeah I learned a language that I never could speak the music pulled you close but just out of reach you wore a dress that night I think it was black I've never had you but I still want you back yeah yeah did I move you, like you moved me did I move you, away away away away you've got someone new and while that's typical seems like you're dressing for your own funeral you wear a dress these days my guess it is black I never had you but I still want you back yeah yeah
5.
bad note 02:18
it's the part of the conversation where it's clear it should be ending oh there's nothing left to say right now I start to stumble over words that just won't come cause I don't, wanna leave on a bad note if I can't get this right If I can't get this right if I can't get this right now will you still let me mess up other parts of your life it's that moment in the evening where it's clear we should be leaving or there's nothing left to do for now my hands start to tremble there's an ache in my temple cause I don't, wanna leave on a bad note
6.
I'm into you 02:29
oh no you're moving in that slow mo and it cuts me up and then I want you so much more keeping myself from falling apart when you come passing through I'm into you sweet smile and the way you move it my way and the skin that I just want to feel against mine don't walk away from me don't walk away til it's gone
7.
hovering 05:10
when we're hovering and the night has negated the rest of the world from our sight I take a second to look at you and you're staring at me with those eyes you seem like a robot I don't mean that as an insult seems like you shut down awhile ago and as a result you're still processing when we're hovering and there's no more talk of deadlines or politics or nonsense and the morning is creeping in sometimes my heart feels in a state of recompense seems like I've been here before I don't mean that as a let down I just don't want to mess it up again how can anyone know when they should be around I'm still processing while we were processing and the night has negated any other answer for now even if we're bewildered or intimidated there really can't be any doubt there's no point in holding on to the past the future isn't binding what's before or after never had much weight for now there's no denying we're both hovering we're both hovering we're both hovering

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released April 2, 2014

count, here we go, bad note mixed by Joshua Jesty
i loved you in december, I''m into you mixed by Bart Koster
black dress mixed by Dave Sheaffer
hovering mixed by Tom Pivovar
Mastered by John Walsh and Joshua Jesty

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joshua jesty Cleveland

Joshua Jesty is a professional starving artist based out of Cleveland Ohio. He has been making music that people have been getting eargasms from since 1998.

now a days he dances salsa, kicks doctors, and makes tons of pop and un-pop music.

His latest release is "...you will be forgotten". he lives with no regrets but many tacos in a physical house.

"songs about death disguised as love songs"
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